My skin doesn't fitMy words seem so hollowI feel like a fraudAnd that's a bitter pill to swallowSometimes it hits me right between the eyesEveryone can see through my disguiseWho am I foolingI'm just a smiling faceIn a make-believe worldWho am I foolingI'm just a wannabeSo easy to replacePretending I'm a perfect girlAll alone in the mirrorAll alone on the shelfI'm trying to hold onTo a little piece of myselfDoesn't anybody realizeEven I don't buy my own disguiseWho am I foolingI'm just a smiling faceIn a make-believe worldWho am I foolingI'm just a wannabeSo easy to replacePretending I'm a perfect girlThere's a part of me that's fighting backThere's a part of me that knowsWhen I'm pouring out my heartI'm still putting on a showWho am I foolingIn a make-believe worldWho am I foolingSo easy to replacePretending I'm a perfect girlWho am I foolingI'm just a smiling faceIn a make-believe worldWho am I foolingI'm just a wannabeSo easy to replacePretending I'm a perfect girlWho am I foolingI'm just a smiling faceIn a make-believe worldWho am I foolingI'm just a wannabeSo easy to replacePretending I'm a perfect girlPretending I'm a perfect girl
Those lyrics are like my life right now. I still haven't found myself. I have no idea where I'm at. I have no idea where i've gone, I have no clue anymore. I wish I knew. I wish things were the way before the storm came in. And I don't mean the snow storm here in Bourque. Mentality Storm. Its understandable when yer me. If not then im sure its hard to figure me out. Because I don't even get myself, and that's sad. Last time I had one of these, was a very long time ago. Back when Shelby, Minnie, and I were all good freinds. and THAT was FOREVER ago..damn. Well anyways, I hope things get better between me and my freinds, I really do. It hurts...still..and by the way, I STILL LIKE ASSHOLE. (scott) WTF..
